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Lyrics that I'm gonna try and post again...no promises
( These came from my heart )Current Mood:  annoyed |
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Here are two lyrics about two very different people in my life. I'll post many more later because I just closed the window by mistake and don't feel like reposting all of them right now.
( lyrics of a broken soul ) |
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Flames lick the faces of the men
tearing at their flesh
trying to consume them into the heat of the night
where water seems to be a joke
as the fire laughs at the attempts
to scorch out
saving the lives of the innocent
is the job these men are called to do
rescuers
life savers
incredibly powerful, yet human men
risking their lives for others
surrounded by the intense heat
and thick smoke
so much so that they cannot see
and we sit and wait
day by day, looking out the window
praying that we don't see the red car coming up the drive |
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Over
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Sep. 11th, 2004 @ 09:28 am
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I'm alone in this dark world
with no one to hold my hand
and tell me everything is going to be alright
I cry my tears of blood
for my eyes have been shattered
by the painful images I see
of people walking away from me
and leaving me cold and alone
Everything that I once knew
no longer exists
the people I loved
have come to hate me
and I loathe them
for their unwillingness to try
and their blindness that they cannot overcome
when it comes to seeing who I really am
they are lost
and so am I
but neither of us can see
or even try to find our way back home
to where we used to be
when everything was so much easier
and we felt alive
not always dead to each other
but basking in each other's glory
and feeling the warmth of friendship and love
that's all melted away now
and there's nothing left but bitterness
lies
secrets
it's all ending so quick
and I don't even care
It's time to start a new life
for in this one,
I'm dying |
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Alive
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Sep. 10th, 2004 @ 10:28 pm
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Breathing just to stay alive
a world gone into darkness
living in heat and sweat
sticky chairs and moist beds of sweat
living in hell for six long days
No air movement through the air
just stillness
solitude
early nights for misery sweeps over
cards with family, laughing
accidents, death and destruction
waiting for the one who holds the light in his hand
to restore it to our darkend eyes
our darkened world
where will we go from here?
I need to feel normal again
cut off from the world we know
foreigners in our own towns
in our own homes
tripping over objects strewn across the floor
in the light, we did not see them
running into walls of our homes
ones we have passed dozens of times each day
now we truly know
who the fortunate ones our
this country |
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Contentment
sadness
happiness
anger
frustration
regret
happiness
ecstasy
happiness
moving in and out
of all these moods
is too much to handle
I want to pick one
and stay with it
preferbly being happy
Sep. 4th, 2004 @ 02:26 am
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Finding the one
that perfect soul
the one who completes you
it doesn't seem real
when you think you've found them
you think something has to go wrong
and it always does
everytime, except once
when you actually find them
so don't close yourself off to others
just because you fear disappointment
or failure
or being hurt
because all those ups and downs you have
all the lost hopes
and changed dreams
all the losses
and heartaches
they all build you up
after they've torn you down
to open your eyes wider
and when you find that person
you will instantly know
b/c of your past experiences
and you will know how to respect them
and treat them in the way they deserve
b/c you've waited so long for them
and after all, they are the only person
who truly make you happy
so hold onto them, tight
and never let go
Sep. 3rd, 2004 @ 06:16 pm
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Standing alone
outside
blowing winds
pounding rains
swirling leave
booming thunder
cracking lightening
soon it will all be over
but when will it start?
and where will we be
when it dies?
alone and cold
emtpy
afraid
lost
without hope
without home
debris strewn all across the roads
our own town
unrecognizable
like a ghost town
from the winds of the devil
Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 09:21 am
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I lay down
sitting upright
but asleep
in my mind
you are consuming me
with every thought I have
of you
brings more pain
and remorse
I can't live this way
open up my chest
and take out my heart
so I won't hurt anymore
having no feeling
will be better
then crying tears
of death
Aug. 27th, 2004 @ 03:11 pm
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Time for more lyrics...these are some that I've started in my second book of lyrics....
( some good loving )
Aug. 27th, 2004 @ 01:52 pm
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everyone, my other journal name is ocean_ave19, and I just put up a post there, and i need your help, so everyone who reads this journal, check out that one and help me out, please! Thanks :)
Aug. 25th, 2004 @ 04:18 pm
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I hate this feeling
of not knowing what to do
I can't control what's inside of me
so why do people walk around
looking at me with faces
of disgust
or disappointment
and don't see the guilt in my eyes
or the pain in my heart
because it's clenched between my teeth
you just look at me
and listen to me, vaguely
thinkin of nothing but yourself
you don't think of how it's making me feel
tearing me up inside
slowly eating away at my insides
until I'm left for the vultures
having them pick away at my flesh
right now, that seems better
it seems better then looking at you
listening to you
and the thoughts in my head
and the feelings in my heart
all of it
I want out
never to return in my head again
but it will haunt me
for all the days of my life
and will never go away
so instead of thinking about how you feel
think of how I feel
I'm the one who actually carries the burden
not you
not my parents
not my friends
me
it's not about you
it's about me
and I wish people would understand
that whatever they are feeling
I am feeling it worse
the effects are eating away my brain
there's nothing left
I'm dying
Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 10:24 pm
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Frustration
my eyes see and feel pain
the tears sting as they roll down my cheeks
I'm so confused, lost in a world without light
trying to do what I feel is right
but losing the battle everytime
without a fight
Pushing feelings aside
living a lie
false love
hope
pride
I'm losing my temper
shut up, now
I'm not taking this anymore
I don't have to answer
I'm not clear on things myself
so how the hell am I suppose to tell you?
You tell me that
stop thinking of you
the world doesn't exist for your pleasure
so get over yourself
I have problems too
and I don't want to talk to you about them
so stop pushing me
before I take my eyes out
and cut off my ears
leaving trails of blood
like bread
to my mangled and lonely
body
Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 01:02 am
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There's a stone that's been placed in the hole of my heart
that you shot with a gun
to keep the air from piercing my soul
I bite on the bullet that you shot me with
to ease the pain
as the blood trickles down my chest
leaving me drenched in red
you watch me bleed
and you help me die
Aug. 22nd, 2004 @ 11:52 am
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| » yet more lyrics |
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ok, I'm gonna try and post the rest of my lyrics, from one of my books anyhow. Here you go....
( lyrics, again )
Aug. 21st, 2004 @ 05:44 pm
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| » lyrics |
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Here are more lyrics....
( lyrical beauty )
Aug. 21st, 2004 @ 11:32 am
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| » more |
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here are more lyrics...
( lyrics )
Aug. 20th, 2004 @ 06:42 pm
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| » Opening |
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This is my second journal. I have another one that I actually write events down from my life in, but this one, I've decided, is going to just be for writing. Free writing, lyrics, poetry, music, anything at all. And anyone can comment and I will add you. I am posting some of my songs here now. The previous 10 or so are in my other journal, ocean_ave19, so check them out if you'd like. Also, if anyone puts music to lyrics or is in a band and looking for someone who writes lyrics and sings, then PLEASE contact me. Ok, here you go...
( lyrics )<lj-cut text="lyrics"
I'll post more
Aug. 20th, 2004 @ 05:38 pm
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